first ♥

We were so cute in 4th grade holding hands. And then we were even cuter when we made it to 9th grade holding hands. In 9th grade I have no idea what happened, but we just ended. It was a crazy break up too. We didn't speak to each other, if we passed in the hall way we didn't even look each others way. He was in a relationship not long after we broke up. And they got pretty serious, I mean she was living with him. But the summer before my senior year, 3 years later, I received a phona call! It was him. I was shocked, excited, and wondering what in the hell was going on! He just wanted to talk and catch up and just see how everything was going. And I was actually dating someone at the time, and wasn't quite sure of what to do. Well, he kept calling and checking in to see how things were. And one saturday morning, in July, I woke up to have a voicemail asking me to dinner with him and his parents. And of course, I went. I changed schools in the 10th grade, and I hadn't seen him since then. I really wasn't sure what to expect. They came and got me and we had dinner, and then we couldn't get enought of each other. Well, we started dating a few weeks later, and it was great. His family loved me! I mean they were nothing but wonderful. He joined the marines during the time we were together. So i knew as soon  as we graduated he would be leaving. And I was fine with that, I would have waited forever. But, something just didn't seem right. After about 4 months we broke up.. to find out that he was expecting a child=[ I know heartbreaking. And now he's married and has a little girl. And thats my first love=]