not too far.

Travis. He is my best friends cousin. He lives in Tenn. We have met a few times. He's really funny. We often text each other because we might as well be cousins too. And I really don't have any family that lives out of state. So I guess he's the closest that I have.

i miss you=[

Matt and Allsion. These are two children that I babysat throughout High School. They called me their big sister and looked up to me. I used to spend the night with them all the time, during the week and sometimes on the weekends. I really looked at them as if they were my little brother and sister. I don't get to see them too often now. I have a job and i'm in college and they both go to school and have extra ciricular activities outside of school. I wish I could see them more often!

drifted.

I babysat for Shannon Dubose my Junior and Senior year of High School. I took her kids to and from school everyday. I really looked at them as another family. She was always like a mother and they acted just like a little brother and sister. I spent the night almost every weekend, and I even stayed with them some during the week. When I graduated we all cried. =[ The kids begged and begged me to get my college and work schedule done so I could still pick them up. I still picked them up some and spent the night and even babysat some on the weekends. But, as my second year out of high school started, we have been drifting away. We all stay so busy and can't ever get a mutually conveinant time to get together. I really miss them and wish we could stay close.

forgiving.

I can't think of anyone that I have wronged, that would need to forgive me!

it's not nice to hate anyone...lets just say i DISLIKE her alot.

My stepmom! She thinks she has to have control over everyone! Uh not happening. I don't let her run over me or anyone else in the house. I guess I really have a huge problem because I know my daddy's not happy, he tries and tries to tell her that we (my sister and I) are not her concern. But she doesn't get it. She is just a BITCH.

someone who is deceased that i wish i could talk to!

I am very fortunate to say that I have never lost anyone close to me, throughout my life.

someone i wish i could talk to more!

My great grandmother, is in the nursing home. When I was younger I used to spend the night with her all the time. She lived in an assisted living home, sort of like an apartment complex. She has alzheimers and she doesn't always know who I am when I go and visit her now, and I know I don't go as often as I should. Sometimes she has really good days, but then others aren't so good. She just turned 89 in August. I really wish I could go see her and talk to her alot more often than I do. One day she'll be gone and I won't have the chance.