Thursday, September 30, 2010
not too far.
Travis. He is my best friends cousin. He lives in Tenn. We have met a few times. He's really funny. We often text each other because we might as well be cousins too. And I really don't have any family that lives out of state. So I guess he's the closest that I have.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
i miss you=[
Matt and Allsion. These are two children that I babysat throughout High School. They called me their big sister and looked up to me. I used to spend the night with them all the time, during the week and sometimes on the weekends. I really looked at them as if they were my little brother and sister. I don't get to see them too often now. I have a job and i'm in college and they both go to school and have extra ciricular activities outside of school. I wish I could see them more often!
Monday, September 27, 2010
drifted.
I babysat for Shannon Dubose my Junior and Senior year of High School. I took her kids to and from school everyday. I really looked at them as another family. She was always like a mother and they acted just like a little brother and sister. I spent the night almost every weekend, and I even stayed with them some during the week. When I graduated we all cried. =[ The kids begged and begged me to get my college and work schedule done so I could still pick them up. I still picked them up some and spent the night and even babysat some on the weekends. But, as my second year out of high school started, we have been drifting away. We all stay so busy and can't ever get a mutually conveinant time to get together. I really miss them and wish we could stay close.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
it's not nice to hate anyone...lets just say i DISLIKE her alot.
My stepmom! She thinks she has to have control over everyone! Uh not happening. I don't let her run over me or anyone else in the house. I guess I really have a huge problem because I know my daddy's not happy, he tries and tries to tell her that we (my sister and I) are not her concern. But she doesn't get it. She is just a BITCH.
Monday, September 20, 2010
someone who is deceased that i wish i could talk to!
I am very fortunate to say that I have never lost anyone close to me, throughout my life.
someone i wish i could talk to more!
My great grandmother, is in the nursing home. When I was younger I used to spend the night with her all the time. She lived in an assisted living home, sort of like an apartment complex. She has alzheimers and she doesn't always know who I am when I go and visit her now, and I know I don't go as often as I should. Sometimes she has really good days, but then others aren't so good. She just turned 89 in August. I really wish I could go see her and talk to her alot more often than I do. One day she'll be gone and I won't have the chance.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
a song...
I don't really have a song that has helped with a hard time, but I do have a song that gets me through any time. MOTHER LOVER=] my bestfriend, ashley and I rap it. We have friends from Birmingham that introduced us to it and now we are in love. It is a really funny song. We sing it all the time. On the way home, out on the weekends, when one of us is down=[, or just because we need a good laugh. We have sung it for our friends and they all laugh histerically or look at us like we are stupid, you kinda have to know the story behind it though.
Monday, September 13, 2010
first ♥
We were so cute in 4th grade holding hands. And then we were even cuter when we made it to 9th grade holding hands. In 9th grade I have no idea what happened, but we just ended. It was a crazy break up too. We didn't speak to each other, if we passed in the hall way we didn't even look each others way. He was in a relationship not long after we broke up. And they got pretty serious, I mean she was living with him. But the summer before my senior year, 3 years later, I received a phona call! It was him. I was shocked, excited, and wondering what in the hell was going on! He just wanted to talk and catch up and just see how everything was going. And I was actually dating someone at the time, and wasn't quite sure of what to do. Well, he kept calling and checking in to see how things were. And one saturday morning, in July, I woke up to have a voicemail asking me to dinner with him and his parents. And of course, I went. I changed schools in the 10th grade, and I hadn't seen him since then. I really wasn't sure what to expect. They came and got me and we had dinner, and then we couldn't get enought of each other. Well, we started dating a few weeks later, and it was great. His family loved me! I mean they were nothing but wonderful. He joined the marines during the time we were together. So i knew as soon as we graduated he would be leaving. And I was fine with that, I would have waited forever. But, something just didn't seem right. After about 4 months we broke up.. to find out that he was expecting a child=[ I know heartbreaking. And now he's married and has a little girl. And thats my first love=]
a new friend or should i say long lost sister?
Ashley Bearden, my sister, partner in crime, bestfriend, and problem=] We have known each other for over a year, but have just recently over the past few months become friends! I love her! We are alike in many ways. I mean I can look at her and know what she's thinking, it's kinda sad. Even though we haven't been friends since we were in 4th grade or anything like that, but in the past few months, I bet we have made more memories than people who have been friends 20 years! It's funny how we grew up 2 1/2 hours away from each other, and now Ashley can't even go home without me! And oh when we do go home, it is AWESOME! I love Ashley's family like they are my own.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
boy's can be replaced.....just sayin.
Boys are replaceable=]
My ex boyfriend, was the loooooooongest relationship that I had ever had. I knew this one would last forever. I had him wrapped around my finger, and I still do ( not because I want it that way). This ex of mine had a lying problem, and most of the time it wasn't even about anything big, but for some reason he just couldn't tell the truth. I finally got it through his head that I wasn't going to listen or take it. Well, I started hanging out with my friends more and going out and doing things. And I finally realized I am alot better off without that baggage. So, I ditched him. Well he still calls and calls and calls. And yes I still love him and occasionally miss him, and one day in the far future we may try things again, if he ever decides to grow up. Which I doubt! But I have had the time of my life since we've been broken up. Yes, there are some things that I shouldn't have done, but you know we all learn from our past. I have gotten alot closer to alot of my friends, too, probably some that I would have never had the chance to know. Love comes and goes though, and believe me there are alot of fish in the sea.
But, hears a bombshell just for you.....turned out I was lying, too=]
My ex boyfriend, was the loooooooongest relationship that I had ever had. I knew this one would last forever. I had him wrapped around my finger, and I still do ( not because I want it that way). This ex of mine had a lying problem, and most of the time it wasn't even about anything big, but for some reason he just couldn't tell the truth. I finally got it through his head that I wasn't going to listen or take it. Well, I started hanging out with my friends more and going out and doing things. And I finally realized I am alot better off without that baggage. So, I ditched him. Well he still calls and calls and calls. And yes I still love him and occasionally miss him, and one day in the far future we may try things again, if he ever decides to grow up. Which I doubt! But I have had the time of my life since we've been broken up. Yes, there are some things that I shouldn't have done, but you know we all learn from our past. I have gotten alot closer to alot of my friends, too, probably some that I would have never had the chance to know. Love comes and goes though, and believe me there are alot of fish in the sea.
But, hears a bombshell just for you.....turned out I was lying, too=]
Friday, September 3, 2010
my dreams♥
Dreams have no limit! You can dream as big and wild as you want.
I dream of being successful. I want to earn a Bachelor's in Paralegal Law and then in the future, whenever I get time, I want to finish Law School. I have wanted to do this for as long as i can remember. Not all dreams may be reached, but as long as you give it your hardest effort you are a winner! Don't ever let anyone tell you what you can and can't dream, They are yours and noone elses!
I dream of being successful. I want to earn a Bachelor's in Paralegal Law and then in the future, whenever I get time, I want to finish Law School. I have wanted to do this for as long as i can remember. Not all dreams may be reached, but as long as you give it your hardest effort you are a winner! Don't ever let anyone tell you what you can and can't dream, They are yours and noone elses!
Thursday, September 2, 2010
my siblings=]
Hue, my big brother. I know we aren't as close as we used to be, but I know it's becasue we are growing up and have our own lives. I remember you always sticking up for me throughout our younger years. You didn't care how big of a boy he was you meant he was not going to say anything out of the way to me. I also remember all the days we came home from school and played football in the yard until it was dark, or when you used to take me hunting and I would always fall asleep. These memories will stick with me forever and so will you! i love you!
Emilee, my bitchy little sister. I love you! You may be high maintenance, skinny, and everything in between, but you are my sister and I will always love you. I remember when you started Kindergarten and mom and dad weren't together and when we stayed at dads I acted like the "mom". I always gave you a bath and made sure your homwork was done. I know you get mad now when I try and mother you and you're 17, but it's only because I love you, and don't want you to be a teenage mother=] And you know I have your back through anything good or bad. You are my sister and I will always love you no matter what kind of decisions you make. And I will always probably act like your mother, I mean somebody has to do it. So no matter how much we fuss and fight and yell at each other just know that I LOVE YOU!
Luke, you can claim my heart, because boy you have it! And you and everyone knows you have me wrapped around that little finger of yours. I mean I was 12 when you were born and I made mom move your crib to my room. When you were only a few weeks old I would take you to stay at my daddy's house with me for the weekend. Mom used to have to come get me just so you would take a bottle, eat, or even take a bath, because you wouldn't do anything without your WACEEE! We all knew you would eventually call me mommy, and we were right you did=] You've only been here 8 years but I would not trade those years for anything. No matter how many times you poop your pants at the age of 8 because we are having too much fun playing and you don't want to go to the bathroom, I will always clean your butt=] Or when i'm washing your hair and you say "oooh that smells like tanning oil" and i say "Luke it's Almonds and Shea Buttter" and you say "Butter? like Butter Toast!" and I laugh so hard I almost pee in my pants. And I would lay on my bed everynight while you take a shower just so I can here you sing "Alejandro" or rap a "lil wayne" song that God knows you shouldn't be listening too. And no matter how much we fuss and fight about doing your homework, I only push you because I love you and want whats best for you. Believe me there are a few people in this world that have heard me give someone a peice of my mind, because they were doing irresponsible things while keeping you! I would literally KILL someone over you! And I know I joke about getting you out of jail in a few years because you are sooooo bad, but I will beat your butt if you really do go to jail! You are better than that! I wouldn't trade any of our moments funny, good, bad, or sad for anything! I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU AND I'M SURE YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE ME WRAPPED AROUND THAT FINGER! I LOVE YOU!
Emilee, my bitchy little sister. I love you! You may be high maintenance, skinny, and everything in between, but you are my sister and I will always love you. I remember when you started Kindergarten and mom and dad weren't together and when we stayed at dads I acted like the "mom". I always gave you a bath and made sure your homwork was done. I know you get mad now when I try and mother you and you're 17, but it's only because I love you, and don't want you to be a teenage mother=] And you know I have your back through anything good or bad. You are my sister and I will always love you no matter what kind of decisions you make. And I will always probably act like your mother, I mean somebody has to do it. So no matter how much we fuss and fight and yell at each other just know that I LOVE YOU!
Luke, you can claim my heart, because boy you have it! And you and everyone knows you have me wrapped around that little finger of yours. I mean I was 12 when you were born and I made mom move your crib to my room. When you were only a few weeks old I would take you to stay at my daddy's house with me for the weekend. Mom used to have to come get me just so you would take a bottle, eat, or even take a bath, because you wouldn't do anything without your WACEEE! We all knew you would eventually call me mommy, and we were right you did=] You've only been here 8 years but I would not trade those years for anything. No matter how many times you poop your pants at the age of 8 because we are having too much fun playing and you don't want to go to the bathroom, I will always clean your butt=] Or when i'm washing your hair and you say "oooh that smells like tanning oil" and i say "Luke it's Almonds and Shea Buttter" and you say "Butter? like Butter Toast!" and I laugh so hard I almost pee in my pants. And I would lay on my bed everynight while you take a shower just so I can here you sing "Alejandro" or rap a "lil wayne" song that God knows you shouldn't be listening too. And no matter how much we fuss and fight about doing your homework, I only push you because I love you and want whats best for you. Believe me there are a few people in this world that have heard me give someone a peice of my mind, because they were doing irresponsible things while keeping you! I would literally KILL someone over you! And I know I joke about getting you out of jail in a few years because you are sooooo bad, but I will beat your butt if you really do go to jail! You are better than that! I wouldn't trade any of our moments funny, good, bad, or sad for anything! I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU AND I'M SURE YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE ME WRAPPED AROUND THAT FINGER! I LOVE YOU!
MOM AND DAD
Mom, Lord knows we hardly get along. But I guess Daddy was always right we really are too much alike. I know we may fuss all the time! But you are my mom and I will always forgive you NO matter what you say or do! You know you always have me whenever you need me! I don't care how far we are away from each other! When we were growing up you were always the cool one, and you still are. I mean really me and the girls asked you to come out to the bar with us the other night! What 19 year old does that? not many. I am just happy to say that we have a relationship like that. I LOVE YOU!
Daddy, Gosh where do I even begin. I have lived with you my entire life! You have pretty much done everything for me for the past 19 years. And I know you didn't have grey hair until I was born, but if you ask me it looks better on you than red=] I may act like I don't appreciate you but you better believe THAT I DO! You are one person that I can come to with anything! I mean when I was 17 you ( my daddy) took me to get put on birthcontrol! I mean really thats a moms job. But throughout my life you were both, and I am extremely thankful! I know I can be hard headed, really loud, and lose my temper very easily, but hey that's the Davis in me=] I love being able to share things with you like our hunting trips, fishing trips, and our nights swinging on the swing listening to the rain. And how in the winter time we sit by the fire place and you rock me like you have for the past 19 years while we watch the hunting channel...and every year I tell you how your lap is shrinking...and you say "Lacee you can't sit here next year, look your feet are touching the floor" but every year I crawl right back in your lap! I will remember all these things and be able to tell my grandkids how wonderful you were! And I wish you would stop saying that I'm going to throw you in a nursing home one day, because I won't! I will take care of you as long as it takes, just like you have always taken care of me!
I LOVE YOU DADDY!
Daddy, Gosh where do I even begin. I have lived with you my entire life! You have pretty much done everything for me for the past 19 years. And I know you didn't have grey hair until I was born, but if you ask me it looks better on you than red=] I may act like I don't appreciate you but you better believe THAT I DO! You are one person that I can come to with anything! I mean when I was 17 you ( my daddy) took me to get put on birthcontrol! I mean really thats a moms job. But throughout my life you were both, and I am extremely thankful! I know I can be hard headed, really loud, and lose my temper very easily, but hey that's the Davis in me=] I love being able to share things with you like our hunting trips, fishing trips, and our nights swinging on the swing listening to the rain. And how in the winter time we sit by the fire place and you rock me like you have for the past 19 years while we watch the hunting channel...and every year I tell you how your lap is shrinking...and you say "Lacee you can't sit here next year, look your feet are touching the floor" but every year I crawl right back in your lap! I will remember all these things and be able to tell my grandkids how wonderful you were! And I wish you would stop saying that I'm going to throw you in a nursing home one day, because I won't! I will take care of you as long as it takes, just like you have always taken care of me!
I LOVE YOU DADDY!
My Boyfriend
Well, I don't have a boyfriend at the time. I can tell you exactly what he would be like if I did have one though!
The perfect boyfriend.
I want a guy whose not scared to have a good time. Someone who is spontaneously sweet, but at the same time not corny. I DON'T want someone who thinks they have to spend every awaken moment with me. I need my space. If I get too much of one person I get very easily bored. Looks aren't exactly everything. I mean they help. I want my guy to know where he is going in life. Not someone who has no idea what they want out of life or just does nothing. He needs to love the outdoors as much as I do, ohh and he must love the beach=] I don't do liars. You lie once and you're out! AND BELIEVE ME THEY ARE HARD TO FIND LIKE THIS!
The perfect boyfriend.
I want a guy whose not scared to have a good time. Someone who is spontaneously sweet, but at the same time not corny. I DON'T want someone who thinks they have to spend every awaken moment with me. I need my space. If I get too much of one person I get very easily bored. Looks aren't exactly everything. I mean they help. I want my guy to know where he is going in life. Not someone who has no idea what they want out of life or just does nothing. He needs to love the outdoors as much as I do, ohh and he must love the beach=] I don't do liars. You lie once and you're out! AND BELIEVE ME THEY ARE HARD TO FIND LIKE THIS!
Bestfriends
As you grow up, you have many friends. Some of those last a life time and some of them don't. As I have grown up, I have learned which ones will be there and which ones won't.
Leana, who would have known you and I would change schools at the exact same time? And it's funny because everyone thought we were twins=] We share alot of things in common. We have been through alot of tears, smiles, and laughs. I am glad that we have stuck together through it all. I am happy to know no matter what time of the night (morning) it is I can call you and if needed you will come get me! Alot of people wouldn't do that. And you have done it numerous times. I love you!
Ashley, who would have known I would have found my long lost sister at the Piggly Wiggly in Downtown Troy. NOT ME! We haven't been friends very long but girl do we share some secrets=] And i wouldn't trade our late nights(early mornings) for anything! We have watched more sun rises in the past 2 months than either one of us have ever seen our entire life! I have had some of the best times with you. I mean who else would have ridden crotch rockets down I-20 at 1 am! And honestly I wouldn't want to get kicked out of the Front Porch with anyone but you! I can truely say I consider you a sister. I will be here for you no matter what you do or happens. I know one day we will be sitting with our grandchildren together and telling them of how "we used to roll" I love you girl!
Tory, I never would have thought you would have been on one of my best friends list. I mean girl I can't even count how many times I've been yelling in your face. I'm really glad that we decided to put all the childish things behind us and be friends. You know you and I are alot alike. We've only been hanging out a few weeks, but girl we have made some memories. Some really funny ones=] I love you!
Leana, who would have known you and I would change schools at the exact same time? And it's funny because everyone thought we were twins=] We share alot of things in common. We have been through alot of tears, smiles, and laughs. I am glad that we have stuck together through it all. I am happy to know no matter what time of the night (morning) it is I can call you and if needed you will come get me! Alot of people wouldn't do that. And you have done it numerous times. I love you!
Ashley, who would have known I would have found my long lost sister at the Piggly Wiggly in Downtown Troy. NOT ME! We haven't been friends very long but girl do we share some secrets=] And i wouldn't trade our late nights(early mornings) for anything! We have watched more sun rises in the past 2 months than either one of us have ever seen our entire life! I have had some of the best times with you. I mean who else would have ridden crotch rockets down I-20 at 1 am! And honestly I wouldn't want to get kicked out of the Front Porch with anyone but you! I can truely say I consider you a sister. I will be here for you no matter what you do or happens. I know one day we will be sitting with our grandchildren together and telling them of how "we used to roll" I love you girl!
Tory, I never would have thought you would have been on one of my best friends list. I mean girl I can't even count how many times I've been yelling in your face. I'm really glad that we decided to put all the childish things behind us and be friends. You know you and I are alot alike. We've only been hanging out a few weeks, but girl we have made some memories. Some really funny ones=] I love you!
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
30 day Challenge=]
So basically the idea is to write something to or about each topic everyday for 30 days. I seriously doubt I will get to it everyday so I'm changing it to every entry for the next 30 entries!
Entry 1-Your bestfriends.
Entry 2-Your boyfriend.
Entry 3-Your parents.
Entry 4-Your sibling.
Entry 5-Your dreams.
Entry 6-Your ex boyfriend/love/ crush.
Entry 7-A new friend.
Entry 8-Your first love.
Entry 9-A song that got you through your hardest times.
Entry 10-Someone you dont talk to as much as you like.
Entry 11-A deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Entry 12-The person you hate the most/ has caused you the most pain.
Entry 13-Someone you wish would forgive you.
Entry 14-Someone you've drifted away from.
Entry 15-The person you miss the most.
Entry 16-Someone thats not in your state/country.
Entry 17-Someone from your childhood.
Entry 18-The person that you wish you could be.
Entry 19-Someone that pesters your mind-good or bad.
Entry 20-The one that broke your heart the hardest.
Entry 21-Someone you judged by their first impression.
Entry 22-Someone you want to give a second chance to.
Entry 23-The last person you kissed.
Entry 24-The person that gave you your favorite memory.
Entry 25-The person you know that is going through the worst of times.
Entry 26-The last person you made a pinky promise to.
Entry 27-The friendliest person you knew for one day.
Entry 28-Someone that changed your life.
Entry 29- The person you want to tell everything to, but are too afraid.
Entry 30- Your refletcion in the mirror.
Some of these might be adjusted but I will try to stay as close to the original topic. Also most of the names will probably be used but occasionally I might need/want to use only the first initial of someone's name or just make up a name. I dont want to hurt anyone but I will not lie in this and will tell everything to the best of my memory! I hope to be a better person by the end of these 30 entries!
Entry 1-Your bestfriends.
Entry 2-Your boyfriend.
Entry 3-Your parents.
Entry 4-Your sibling.
Entry 5-Your dreams.
Entry 6-Your ex boyfriend/love/ crush.
Entry 7-A new friend.
Entry 8-Your first love.
Entry 9-A song that got you through your hardest times.
Entry 10-Someone you dont talk to as much as you like.
Entry 11-A deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Entry 12-The person you hate the most/ has caused you the most pain.
Entry 13-Someone you wish would forgive you.
Entry 14-Someone you've drifted away from.
Entry 15-The person you miss the most.
Entry 16-Someone thats not in your state/country.
Entry 17-Someone from your childhood.
Entry 18-The person that you wish you could be.
Entry 19-Someone that pesters your mind-good or bad.
Entry 20-The one that broke your heart the hardest.
Entry 21-Someone you judged by their first impression.
Entry 22-Someone you want to give a second chance to.
Entry 23-The last person you kissed.
Entry 24-The person that gave you your favorite memory.
Entry 25-The person you know that is going through the worst of times.
Entry 26-The last person you made a pinky promise to.
Entry 27-The friendliest person you knew for one day.
Entry 28-Someone that changed your life.
Entry 29- The person you want to tell everything to, but are too afraid.
Entry 30- Your refletcion in the mirror.
Some of these might be adjusted but I will try to stay as close to the original topic. Also most of the names will probably be used but occasionally I might need/want to use only the first initial of someone's name or just make up a name. I dont want to hurt anyone but I will not lie in this and will tell everything to the best of my memory! I hope to be a better person by the end of these 30 entries!
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